Music & Inspiration

My Best of 2025: Songs That Shaped the Year

These tracks survived constant rotation and still teach something new. YUNGBLUD’s Lovesick Lullaby – perfect vulnerability-aggression balance I chase. Emotional rawness without losing structure. Megan’s Lover Girl – confidence without removing complexity. Self-assurance doesn’t require simplifying emotions. Amyl and The Sniffers’ Security – controlled chaos influenced my dynamic shifts. My own Chasing Signs – everything

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New Year Reflection: What 2025 Actually Meant

2025 started with Road to the Moon – a track that predicted everything that followed. Writing in English whilst planning Russian material felt contradictory initially, but both languages needed proper space. The НА ВЕСЬ МИР EP in May changed something fundamental. Performing in Russian after years of English releases created different emotional access. Home crowds

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Holidays Are Soon! And My New Album as Well!

December always carries this specific anticipation that other months can’t replicate. Everyone starts planning gatherings, buying presents, preparing for that collective pause between years. This time feels different though, because I’m preparing something too. ‘Will I See You Again’ should arrive in January, which means the holidays will bridge the gap between finishing the album

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Proper Music Criticism Still Exists

Something rather unexpected happened last week. Zvuki.ru published a comprehensive review of my recent singles that actually took time to understand what I’m trying to achieve musically. Reading it felt like encountering proper music journalism, which has become increasingly rare. Zvuki.ru remains one of the few Russian platforms that approaches music criticism seriously. They don’t

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November 8th: Brigadniy Podryad Live

Caught Brigadniy Podryad’s gig this past Saturday. Russian rock that hits differently when experienced live rather than through headphones. The venue was packed, energy building from the first chord. “Welcome Abroad” stood out amongst their setlist. The track captures something about displacement and belonging that resonates deeply right now. Hearing it performed live added layers

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Zillions Magazine Reviews “Chasing Signs”

Woke up this morning to something rather unexpected. Zillions Magazine published a proper review of “Chasing Signs” and honestly, I’m still processing it. Reading someone describe your music as “auditory brutality” whilst simultaneously calling it “transcendent” feels surreal. The reviewer caught something I’d hoped would come through but wasn’t entirely certain about. That tension between

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